It seems pretty endless studying for exam in your teen age, loitering around in the void decks made of educational blocks laid out by people. It seems at times pointless to just read your way through this pavement of tiles. Not to mention talking about school politics or relationship problems. Thats school life.
But Something set me thinking today.
What will happen when i grow up?
Till now, I am still rather indecisive in my future path. As a teacher? As a Physician? Or even a random monk in the temple.Though it may seem funny on the surface that i had ONCE thought of being a monk, the real reason was that i hated competition. Because in every competition, there will be someone winning and someone losing and like any other normal human beings, i would strive for the win too. Thats what i hate. The kind of tension, the kind of fear for losing. Right, don't just nod your head in disagreement with me. Think about the times you were like that too.. Even in little games we play, you will try your best to win. With either feelings.. I just hate the way this system works.
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Finally, the exams are going to be over! CHEERS!
Tomorrow will be last paper already and YEE TAT IS BACK! WOHOO!
LOL.. Look at these tiles.
Its lousy like shit -_-

Picture taken back at one random day with qianhui at the library.
It was such a coincidence that qianhui was opening her purse when her 10c coin just took a dip in the pool!
Was doing some major dredging before we got that coin out of the water.
Ha. Dont bother predicting my marks this time round! I can already predict failing 3 subjects for my end-of-year examination. Which are English, Design and Technology and Geography. The one which i felt the most pitiable was the english paper. I was under such a strenuous circumstance that what i wrote was worst that what a p4 student can make out in that 1hour 30mins.. Kind of pathetic as i know that i can just do so much better than that. DNT was well.. pretty much expected as i just couldn't start studying in time due to other subjects. You might also be asking - Why geography? Reason being was that i was writing too slowly. I missed out a 6 marks question where its just the describing of a graph. Plus i cannot be too sure that im able to score high marks for my other questions.
I should also maybe start going for exercises again! I feel as though i have aged for a million years just not catching a few nights of sleep. How am i so survive my polydays or JC days in the near future? Plus also. *compliments to yeetat* I've been eating SNOW-SKIN MOONCAKES. Pretty yummy. Especially those D24 ones. Its just simply luscious. Maybe also some 2-3 cups of coffee a day. Its really addictive.
Shall post more when my exam finishes. I'll be so packed for time from tomorrow till wednesday. Haha.
12.23pm
My pen was so genius that it did a backflip and ended up dead. It is never going to secrete any faeces on my paper ever again. GREAT.
12.33pm
The new 0.38mm pen ink sucks to the core. The 0.28mm pen ink was way better than this. Absolute waste of money and time bothering to purchase it.
Spent my holidays watching animes.
Hahaha, thats a break!

Night Wizard
Ghost Hunt
Yeah, my top 2 favourite now.
Its gonna add on after my EOYs and today will be the last day im gonna watch animes.
Better than lazing around in FB also.
Attended the mediation forum today with the other monitors.
Its interesting. Especially the open game show.
Full of humour in it. Should have recorded it down!
Had A buffet for tea break after that.
The snacks provided were very good!
contiuned with a debate challenge after that.
It was very intensed. Especially the second speaker from National Junior college.
Man, she's good.
Headed straight home after that.
slacked before i did my SS forum homework.
Its difficult alright! I think i will fail this one.
But the thing was that the 1st copy which i wrote
(the better version)
DISAPPEARED and i had to rewrite something else.
So its of lower quality -_-
Went into malaysia yesterday with my cousins and brother yesterday.
Had a good time-out from homework totally.
Total nothing to bother me.
Well i think its the powers of the borders drawn between the two states that made me feel so carefree from the problems i have back in singapore.
Perhaps its restrained at the borders and barred from going into malaysia as it has no passports.
(Lame cold joke.)
Watched 終極三國 (K.O.3anguo)
Indeed, its lame enough but i like it!
I think im gonna watch it after my EOYs.
Went to a random restaurant in Malaysia after that to have dinner.
Thanks to my uncle, we had good food.
Obviously people like be would be happily stuffing away .





Went back to my cousin's apartment before deciding to go out to the mall.
Seriously, i was shocked by the prices of many things sold there.
Its almost half of even a quarter of it!
Play hoopz and realised how lousy i was at that game.
50c per game and i played a total of 5 games.
guess my highest score. I bet you'll start laughing at it.
Went into RedBox and starting to K!
And the promotion we got there was far much better in singapore.
Even the service was better!

This is the fruit platter there.
I havent even seen it in singapore's shops at all.



Went to order macdonalds after that and its portion is really big for the price paid as compared to the meagre amount back in Singaproe.
Watched 終極三國 for the whole night.
Ended up real tired for today's meeting with stella and amanda.
Really sorry dudes! Will post the photos soon i tihnk?
Its still raining heavily these few days.
Miraculously, it hadn't rained yesterday.
Basically slacking throughout my whole afternoon yesterday,
Didn't manage to finish up much homework at all.
Its time i really pull up my socks and start my revision!
Or i will really come crashing down that tall mountain i have attempted to peak months ago.
By the way. I am seriously down on my luck.
Few weeks ago i just purchased my EMaths TYS, and now - Its gone.
I seriously wonder if i had misplaced it or someone had taken it for their own use.
I have to purachase a new one now.
More sorrows for help from the pocket with already a gigantic hole burnt on it.
By the way, my cousins are coming over today to my house.
Lets hope we have fun later on !
Thanks for your understand today dudes..
Especially yours, Its deeply engraved into me.
School was as per normal today,
Except for the fact that im experiencing something with is rather severe, undercovers.
Im not gonna reveal it though.
Had a lab session this morning and it was very fun,
Ziwei Tzeling Qianhui and me Obviously had a fun time mixing around the liquid and trying means to dissolve more Zinc Carbonate into it.
Mixed and mixed and finally we had to filter the excessed mixure
Tried to be funny as carbon dioxide would be emitted, so we place it beside the aloe vera plant, hoping it to take in all the carbon dioxides!
Finished up the experiment then we went over to crystallise the solution.
scanned over the different saturated solution on the bench and jidong's group had stood out.
Went out of school after that with stella amanda and fongkiat.
had chicken rice for lunch.
Cheap but yummy. The stallside chicken rice at the 169 bus stop is very tasty.
Did homework over at LJS and had a busy time gossipping about many things.
Went for dinner with FK at BK before coming home.
by the way, Im feeling super emotional now, why?
The 6 blue pens which stood by me for the past 1 month had all died out.
Obviously the pens which i lent out all miraculously ended up on the floor with the pen ink seperated into two seperate entities.
This is really making my pocket cry out for money.